FahFA Coogi ƒ Samurai

2010-08-01T03:23:00.002+08:00

For all those thoughts that i have. I said you never fail to make me smile. Your words, your hugs and most importantly your love. That's what make me grow and stay strong thru out this whole journey of ours. Each day i woke up wandering what kind of challenge that i will have to face for the day. I can say this we are not a perfect couple but we have try our best to be as perfect as ever. My love cant be split, share nor taken away. My love for you is true. I never feel like this, the feeling of awesome-ness. Sometime i just got speechless of how you treated me. I couldn't ask for more baby. I'm so glad that i have you in my life, our life. I can't bear to let you go even i can't bear to leave you. So now i vow that holding you will be my motto of our relationship. I thank you for everything that you done to me. Im grateful towards what you've done. Baby i love you so much and this feelings that i have towards you will never bream apart.

In 8 years time or earlier that is where we really start as 1.

I dont wanna leave.

2010-05-18T14:35:00.002+08:00

My heart tremble. I cant bear to leave you. Oh god im crying deep inside. Baby be good. I be back before you know it!

Off to thailand!

2010-05-17T20:48:00.003+08:00

The only time when i blog is the only time that i thing you guys whoever reads this un-updated blog should know. Tomorrow is the last night that i will be in Singapore. I'll be flying off at 0150hrs local time. Will be there for 3 weeks.

So i've been spending alot of time with my girlfriend before i went off. I would like to thank you alot for all the time that you made for me, eventhough you been very busy you still have time for me. I love you Srisulastri. You the light in my life, you just brighten up every things that i unclear about. You make me stronger. You make me love you more ec and every single day. Without you for 3 weeks i wonder what will happen to me.

No matter what we gone thru i wanna you to stay as strong as you can. I will never one to lose a girl like you. I never want to leave you. Everything i do, i do it for you. You are just the best that had happened. Im sorry for all my flaws, im not perfect neither do you. I want the best for you and the best for us, whoever that want to break that bond must face me. I always be there for you if you need me. Either you want to search for me.

So i post this just to show my appreciative to you . You meant so much to me. I love you.

Tonight is a good night!

2010-03-31T23:24:00.003+08:00

Pictures says a thousand words!

And my pictures telling me that i in love with that girl up there! Its been a week since i last met her. Never felt so satisfied after meeting her just now. Its a great day yet the best for my feelings inside! I cant stop a seconds just not looking at you. How beautiful! How wonderful! I just cant wait to meet you again! I love you b!

Blissfully attached!

2010-03-22T14:04:00.003+08:00

This is a special post. Im just letting the world know this! I love you Sri Sulastri :)
ok bye

Wish

2010-01-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish

I don't even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we are grown, Girl I just want you to know

2009-11-26T20:02:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji! To all muslim have a good holiday.

Today i get to book out since it was holiday tommorrow yet, i wish that i can never book out.
Each time i book out and went online its really a suckish feeling to had. I dont know why, hais.
Yeah im booking in again tomorrow, ending my course soon. Hopefully it will go smoothly. While on the other hand i try my best to understand as much as i can. Being in army its really hard uh to manage your life? REally sux!

And some video Cheers!

PARTAAAYYYY AYYEEEE

2009-11-22T09:38:00.001+08:00

Hey guys sorry for the long update!

Anyway i wanna keep it short for the weekend i had!

Partayy and ladies everywhere!!!! BESTT!!!!
okay done! And i do be a goodman at the partay hahah.

Qualified!!

2009-11-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

YESSA finally and its over!
My course finally over, i passed my Driving test what great about it? It my only 1st test and tell you guys what it aint easy to pass on the 1st test, its different from what you take outside. Collecting my license on Monday :D haha cant wait for that! Now only waiting to go Island-wide. Hopefully i have fun driving! Without any instructer breathing down your neck. Yeah im totally happy about it! Finally i can drive, its like a goal in mylife have been strike-off. Yeap Driving its part of my goal! Soon soon i get my own car!

Today was great! I collected my new Specs. I was so amaze by the quality of the specs. Everything was so clear now! haha and whats good about it? It Transition Lens yes i wear like looking through a 100Megapixel camera! what i cant see i can see! yeap bought a new pair of gola shoes too! And oh no more book in on sunday 9.30pm! yeah woohoo!!

Ok guys tmrw is another for me this time gonna spend with her^^ Here it go again! YEah!!

titleless

2009-11-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hello and again sorry for not updating for quite sometime. Been busy with NS life as per normal. Cant wait to get this course shits over, i swear im sick of booking out on saturday and booking in the next day. Next week is my 1st TP test(driving test) hopefully is god permit i will pass my first test and go away from sembawang!

Nowadays i felt so lonely, i need someone, someone who really understand and i want you to be serious about us. :(

Thank you love

2009-10-18T19:10:00.001+08:00

2009-10-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

This is me 1 year ago see how cute..Hais cair chickys. LOL

Soo soon my Birthday will reach and there it goes 1 year have gone for me. It's been thick as ever.

False love in real life

2009-10-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

Kube Gang!

LOL i know the picture quality its not good since is not a DSLR hahaha it just a 3.2mp camera phone! But the matter is i know the details of this photo!

So this saturday was spend rather fun. Had lunch with Baby, and then i slack alone after she went back to work. Find people to lepak with end up lepak ngan Budak2 4i. Faiz, Farizal, Mint and me when lepaking followed them go window shop all stuff. Jason came the next moment to pass me the cash that he want to buy "For Today" Shirt. Just bought it for him. Yeah so now basically doing nothing. I miss Television :( i feel like so long nvr watch Tv. Later then maybe watch movie. So yeah Sunday is tommorow, its booking in day for me. Hopefully i Pass my HSP, what hsp? Horny sex party! haha ok not! its stand for Highway Situational Problem. Its a damn hard test that i need to pass. So guys i hope you pray that i pass my first test okay!

I know today i met you but yet still i wanna spend more and more time with you.

I wonder what does that sweet looking lips taste like? :)

You ann me

2009-10-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavalli to all Indians out there!

So thanks to Deepavalli i get to book out on friday. But before book out i did my public driving license. Its much more relaxing today because of theres no much traffic on the road today. Thank god.

So book out reach home, bathe, changed and head out to bugis. Met Suziiee there, the problem is im late. Haha what a life i had so busy! Sorry ziiee!! Reach when to accompanny Ziiee to the ladies and she accompany me go makan. After that send her at the control station. Then i met ajie and the rest since they going sheesha and i feel like its still early for me to go home.

When home around 10.30pm reach home online and i dunno what to do. If i in camp now i have been looonnnggg gone asleep. Ok i dunno what to update, continue tomorrow.

I may not know who the real you. But i keep you as my love in life, so dont you ever leave my side. Sincerity of love is what most important love.

Step in Step out

2009-10-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

You must be wondering why does my title says "Step in Step out" it is because i already missing the civilian world much. Been in camp for 6 days a week and only saturday outside, and when u sleep and wake up you realise its book in day! -_-

Thats why i missing spending time with important people. I cant wait to this course to end and get my license already. I'm planning to finish the test all in 1 time. Really hope i can do that.

Anyway I went was suppose to went out with baby jalan raya. But i was feeling so so so shagged. I dont know why, now also feel so shag. Driving around was really tiring, trust me sitting in the car look easy but try driving it. Its a total different feeling(now i type also my eyes is half open)although its fun to drive. Each time when it come to practical im the one who get excited.

Today instead of going jalan raya i went to town and lepak with the guys. Its just a normal lepak routine. So today is pay day and i got my pay damn late. I just bought "Kube" the tiny mp3 player thats all.

All im looking forward now is spending my whole day tmrw with you^^
I want to hug you till you flatten! hahah ok i want to call her and rest already!
tata

Refer to song

2009-10-04T16:19:00.005+08:00

I just love my blog song :|
Listen to this song.
Enjoy and today book in :'[

Upsad-Downsad-Leftsad-Rightsad-Allsad+

2009-10-03T17:56:00.005+08:00

As what the title says, yes im really upsad. If you are my close friends you knew how hurt i was last time. Almost torturing, things i went thru even cry infront of everyone. What happen is my past.

She was tot a nice girl(past) some girl that i used to really love like hell. Never before feel that much love. Until 1 day shes really changing. I never expected that punch to come and hit me. I was badly hurt inside. Each and every second of my living life was meaningless. I cant think well, sleep well, eat well, drink well and even think well. It was a hell of mylife. My heart felt so hurt that i can physically feel the hurting, till i must touch my chest and try squeezing it, wondering why it hurt so much. I can never forget that feeling. All because of what she did and never thing about all she know about is having fun, while me in the other hand trying to give the best for my R/S. I dont know what to do in that point of time. I was so lost that i promise and swear to myself that i dont want to go thru all this again. The pain that can kill my emotion and effect how i works with things. I cry almost every night and morning. Cant stand to bear the pain we move on. Never tot of being with her anymore the pain get worst. The pain get deeper.

Peer support. Thats what i get, got myself busy and time just flew next things months flew. The next thing i know i dont feel so much pain. Till i met you. Thought of having someone inlife i choose you, i choose to get to know you. As days pass i see you very different from her, i accepted you, i love you, i missing you so much each day, i see you as part of my daily life. I felt as if you are really meant for me. I see you that u will nvr return my pass ever till recently till i see my past in you. I swear its exactly the same. Now im scared, im scared that pain, stress and emotion will come again. I promise not to feel it again, now right this moment im feeling it coming. but i try to stay calm. Im confused once again. I dont want you to change. Please if i can you can too. Never in my mind that i want to leave you. Never in my mind i would want to let you go. Never in my mind to let you adrift. Never in my mind to let you fall. I told myself to treasure you since god bring me to you. I pray to him each and every single day before i when to sleep. I asked him to bring us closer. I asked him to let me have the chance to get to know you more. I asked him to forgive our sin and show us the right way. I ask him to give us both strength to overcome any situation we went thru and i ask him that 1 day we can really settles things down.

Now i really dont know how to face my week. Honestly i dont accept my close ones to drink. If you dont beleive me ask every single one of my friend ever did i advice them to stop drinking. But no matter what i cant stop them. Coz the just wont listen. But if you my love I promise i would never give up.

I know people wanna have fun, but there is much other way of having fun. In all means for me being with you is so much fun. Huging you is already fun, holding your hands is already fun. Having you as my everything is already really fun. Yet there is still so much other way of having fun.
But not by intoxicating yourself. Take a look in thailand, people been robbed, raped, beaten up, drug and got into road accident just because of intoxicating. I watch the documentary and i wonder why are this so people things that intoxicating is so much fun when you get all the bad stuff when u really awake. I know you propably says thats in thai. But its really happening in SG, how? one of my family members when thru it before. From that moment i see it happen i dont it to happen again to my love ones.

All i want is you to be happy and i want to make you happy myself. All i want is you! Hope you understand. I do this because i care and love you, if not i dont even bother. If you reading this i hope you snap out and see how i take you VERY SERIOUSLY. Im not playing arnd with you and never want to make you as my toy. I never regret knowing you when i thank god for god to let me know you. I just dont want to see my self in future getting hurt. I want to see you and me be so happy that we never been happy before in life.

You something really big deal to me now. Forgive me if im not that kind of guy that you want me to be. But this is just me. Forgive me if i hurt your feelings. Im hurt now typing this and with tears rolling down my eyes. I just want you, a happy you, and i want to be the 1 who make you happy not some bottle of alcohol etc.
I Love You & Will Always Will. Please stop :(

Now i hope i can pass my Highway code and concentrate on things.
And yes since the 1st day i care so much about you not even you but all of my friends.

Back From Camp

2009-10-03T13:43:00.004+08:00

And yet another week for me :)
I can say that this week is a quite fun cant forget days with the guys/girls rayaing together. And i already started my course. People book out on friday i book out on saturday. Siong boh!!

Having Highway code test this tuesday and gg to drive the cool stimulator the same day, following day is my first day having my 1st circuit driving the land-rover. Cant wait^^ hope i go through all this smoothly.

In the other hand i feel like in BMT(Basic Military Training) the bunk feeling same as tekong. The people i miss feel so far away and the cold wind that been blowing me off my feet day dreaming. LOL! Still have around 8 weeks to go before i really get my license! Woohoo! Cannot wait already. :]

And oh girl you been really missed. When can i feel you in my presence?

Raya with the peeps!

2009-09-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

If you look at the above picture you can know how my day goes. One word AWESOME!!
Lucky i take MC haha if not i will not have so much fun today and especially with that MAKCIK! haha, its been quite sometime we last met. When to quite a few houses but taken millions of photo, i heard from Ira its around 634 pictures? Thats alot! ahaha Maklom la kecoh kecoh raya.

Atleast that something before i when for my course later on, doing the duration of my course i bet im not gonna be that free, book out saturday noon book in sunday night. Can die! haha but chill im used to it. Pray that i get my license soon okay guys!
more pictures soon
Love is only that i can give to you!

Busy

2009-09-26T19:46:00.001+08:00

Life is gg to be real busy from this week onwards :(

POWER!

2009-09-25T00:13:00.001+08:00

Badluck

2009-09-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

Today yesterday and the day before was a bad luck day for me i guess. I guess this whole week uh!
I went to tan tock seng hospital just now to get my mc. When with 2 of my camp mate it was a real "Bo chiu" when we go together. Nampak sah semua nak mc xD ahaha. After gg to see the doctor i board the train at novena so here's what happen, i took out my swiss knife and start cutting my boot soul because that my boot soul was part torn, try cutting it and end up i cut my self. It was a deep cut didnt feel the pain at first but after a few mins pain start coming! It bleed for more then 1 hours, my blood drips till on the floor. My uniform was full of my blood. Singaporean aren't so helpful at all and they just see my uniform and and stare? Offer me some plaster or what la! Then reach home get my first aid box and aid my wound.

Now still kinda hard to type. But still like she said must endure all this^^
Okay till here kay! hope this badluck run gonna run out soon.

I feel in love with the girl in the rock show.
Seeing you from afar u wont know how happy i was.
I feel like smiling till my lips reach my ear.
It was a ease in my heart. Seeing your smile and face.
Getting that hug i been wanted for so long.
Wishful thinking^^

You my pillar of strength

2009-09-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

(A Bridge needs 2 pillars to stay strong so do i)
I wanna be part of your sweet dreams.
I wanna be someone that you will miss.
Because without you, every step i take i will fall and this heart of mine is already worn out.
I wanna be someone that you can touch, i want you to know that i always looking forward to you.
Without you every minute past will be meaningless and ur shadow will always plays around.
You are like a song in my heart that been calling me to miss you and the wind that will always be in my presence and you always here.
Only you that can make this heart calm, without you i will feel lost and alone.

2009-09-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

Selamat hari raya! Baru first day duit belom banyak lagi relax dulu ye! haha
And ouh my raya day was awesome! haha! And just now i already wondering bile aku nk raya dengan family aku sendiri macam kakak aku haha!! Anyways i wish you guys had a great raya day ahead. Unlike me today book in day! hahhaha Pity me okay:( haha

Girl yes you girl with those piercing in between ur lips and gum(idk what is that call) imy!!

Taken 2 years ago!

2009-09-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

Have fun watching and selamat hari raya!

Suprise!

2009-09-19T19:56:00.001+08:00

Dont you want to see me happy too?

2009-09-19T19:37:00.003+08:00

I seriously dont understand you. I know that you had a boyfriend but why you saying such things? Why must you say that? i dont get you. Remember you need 2 pair of hands to clap on your relationship, treasure it, treasure your boyfriend. Not me. If you reading this dont get hurt. But i dunwan anything to do with you anymore. Please leave me alone. Thank you.

Okay i know i refer to 1 person only. Now today is raya eve :)
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin
Too all my muslim friends out there^^ And i now sitting here rotting at home with no cash to catch the last day of bazaar. Hopefully later i get to go with my uncle or something i guess.

Today i literally woke up and clean up the house for the last kopek. Sister with her Pms is irritating me with moodswing. Lucky im well trained with girl moodswing haha. She's giving me face right now. Haha.

P.sJust now before i sleep i daydream about you, how us can make thing happen :)

EeewWW

2009-09-19T04:05:00.000+08:00

i almost vommited

Everything must be sunday:)

2009-09-17T17:36:00.001+08:00

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning

am i strong enough?

2009-09-17T14:21:00.003+08:00

Im not feeling good now, maybe i just recover?

Am i a coward?

Or i just to afraid to get rejection from someone i love.

Why am i afraid to lose
.
Isit cause of my past?

Am i strong enough to go through all this?

Should i go.

Tell her what i really feel for her.

What if she call me silly.

Will i back down, or stand strong.

What if it turns out good.

Will i treasure it.

Of course i will.

Should i go.

And tell her that i love her.

That i miss her so much.

That i need her.

That shes my whoever im searching.

That shes starting to be my morning girl.

I hope she accept what i fell.

Sick

2009-09-16T21:16:00.003+08:00

(Picture says: Me and You)

Hi guys. Today was quite a tough day for me, feeling so weak inside.
Been sick for 2 days now hope i get better. im better now also. hope it gets more better. Ok till here only update again soon.

If i take your hand.
will you take me to your journey?

Random :)

2009-09-13T00:45:00.003+08:00

Ti amo, aisheteru, chan rak kun, ik han van jao, ana behibak, ah loove ye, techihhila, je t'aime, szeretlek te', kuv hlub koj, ich leba dich, sahrang hae yo, s'ayopo, te amo, khoi huk chau, saya mencintaimu & i love you.

Thank god you made my weekend:)

Its killing my head off!

2009-09-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

Its already been a week, my poor head is suffering. The doctor told me its what you get when you have so much problem/thinking out of your mind. Im worried whats gonna happen to my health nowadays. With my own problem that i somehow dont know how to manage yet i still helping some of my friends with theirs.
Told mum bout what happen to my head. She said im bullshitting all of this. I cant believe that this is really happening to me. I cant believe that im taking pills for having stress. It must be serious then. I wonder whats gonna happen next, even now my head is spinning. It seems that i cant be in a crowded place or hot place while i use too. It make me go noneng-noneng. Haiya idk whats next gonna hit me. God help me please. :(

On the other side i gg to have a new laptop soon.

Salt wont taste sweet

2009-09-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Nowadays I been facing quite alot of problem haiya. Why!!! haha nvm cobaan puasa! lol!
Like you guys know today its friday i book out, but instead of booking out early i was caught sleeping inside the bunk! So my so called caring Sergeant Major confined us till 10pm. I was like wah sad sia!! just wanna meet someone^^ haha. Got to do " Sai kang"(Dirty job). Paint all the vehicle, sweep all of those leave while im fasting! and he still keep saying Fuck her fuck there! mcm nk maki balik pon ada! But what to do my mood was kinda worried for a minute. But Lucky my Bed buddy was a sergeant! ahha so he help me out i get to go home at 6.30pm. But i break-fast in camp and head off to funan alone. Survey some laptops here and there and head off home. Thats all. Hopefully i get to enjoy more tmrw. I need my mood back! please?

Having you following me thru my journey towards my future. Holding you tightly without letting you go. Seeing your face at the end of the road. I wish that we can reach there with happiness. With feelings supporting us. I bet we can go strong. I miss you alot girl. I hope to see you soon and spend it wisely and last forever.

Loncat!

2009-08-31T15:22:00.001+08:00

Damn i know i miss For better endings las night. Sorry guys cant make it cause im lack of cash. Haha! I'm eager for me pay to come, last night i went online window shopping. Wah theres alot of nice shirt that im gonna grab but of course not all at once. Last night i game till death since i cant go out what so ever and i also went to geylang. Ramai jugak orang! haha squeezy here and there. Bump into sofee too. lol tk habis2 ngn wujud dier..

Today im gonna book in back to camp since its my last day of leave! ahaha ok hopefully i have a fun week ahead! You guys take care!

Not yet.

2009-08-30T01:15:00.004+08:00

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Seeing you smile again and again. Never fails to make me fall for it again and again. today, a special day i can say. Its a while since we last met. Thank god for letting us see each other again. Being by your side and getting to spend my whole evening with you, its so much fun that no words i cant say.
My heart beats faster each time i see you, jumping into cloud 9 feeling and having those "chicky" feeling. Its like fuhh! Haha.

OK so basically today was a total awesome day. When to baybeats, saw quite a few commons and uncommon. Having those music blasting in my ear and those around. Dancing dancing. haha kecoh! And there is still more for tmrw. cant wait.

Even you dont beleive in love, i beleive im the one who gonna change that.

>And yes the photo from the dinner! funfun

Like a rainbow and a rain

2009-08-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

Sitting and lying in my room of emptiness, get me singing the same old song again and again. Admiring each lyric of the song get me thinking what kind of guy i used to be. Growing up along with this journey im going thru its like a joyride of mylife. After you jump into my small little life. Lying down on my bed get me worried about you ec second and hours of my day. Missing you and thinking of you is the best present i ever asked for. Thank you for being here. Like a rainbow after the rain. Thank god for letting me to know you. Lets make this last.

Busted

2009-08-23T01:17:00.003+08:00

Life look so busy on the other side of the road. Without you it seems to be so meaningless every morning, without you it seems so boring in life. With you keeping me busy and rushing around my circle of life, it's the best moment i have right now. Guide me with your wind and i promise i follow you along. Take me away to a journey that sweep my feet of the ground. Say it to my face that you hold me thight and be the best. I as a human being knows what you thinking and i too take things the same way as you :) Hearts, mind and soul will bring us together in this journey of truth.

Your bday my pasal?!

2009-08-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

Lol! hello friends!

Im yet down here stuck at home on 9 august! Imagine how boring sitting home alone was.
Kill time for the whole day. Looking forward for online shopping sia seriously!

Tk bedek! I dunno what to talk about coz my day was totally sucks! haha and now been mapling all day all night!

Next shirt im gonna buy!

Mouutoohhfookkuuuu

2009-08-09T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hello guys as i promised i will update again! :))))))))))

Im feeling super great, not yet feel this kind of happiness for quite some time till today!

I had a really great date with Her. Its was totally awesome!

Okay basically i was woked up by my reminder. Woke up bath blablabla...

Then i when out from my house straight to AMK. When to the DBS bank to apply my Mastercard Debit card, Cause of online shopping :D
While i was Q-ing i saw Her, she was like ternonong jek jalan tak tgok kiri or kanan till i call her up. We then head to bugis after i done my stuff at the bank, reach bugis had or lunch and we talked bout some ghost stories and other random stuff. After we had our lunch we walked to sungai road! Haha walked around look at some classic cameras and stuff. Gerek sia sampai ada apek really shiok till he sing alone. HAHAHA. Then we head to simlim. all stuff cut it short.

I follow her to get a bag she follow me to get my watch and we catch movie together. You guys The Hangover is a must watch! Eventhough we sitted at the front row, its still worth the pay. Its really hilarious. After movie we browse some books and i send her home. While sending her home, i swear i cant stop smiling! haha theres alot of stuff happen through out the day. That today is the best day!!

SUMPAH GEREK!! Lets get going again aite? Maybe we play L4D haha set?

ANd yeah for the pool game you win! hahaha. Okay im kinda tired rite now! haha and we only took 1 photo. so yeah pandai scan. kalau nk tau sape! ahha...okok byebye chiow!

Driving you nuts!

2009-08-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, sorry alot for not updating my blog. Reason that im in camp and got no time.

Ok so now atleast im home again! doing nothing again facing this laptop of mine and didn't know where and what to do about it. So basically the weekdays was spend the whole time at camp. I guess you guys will not want to know what i did inside.

So yesterday thursday was my duty day. Actually its not my duty i just cover my friend ass up. So yeah basically what you do when u have duty is what those office boy do, paper work and stuff. I did my duty last night, it was quite fun She accompany me for sometime till she went off to bed. Thanks J!! sleept at 2a.m-_- its was tiring la easy to say. Buy the best part of all is that! i got to drive the OUV fun sia! till my supervisor thought that i have a civilian driving license. The driving was fun!(nasib tk drift!) lol kinda hard and scary when you wanna make a turn but straight road! fuhh kimak gerek siol! speeding sia mee!! till i E-brake when i saw a hump. nasib tk accident! lol but ok so far it was fun.

Today was book out day. i thought of going to SSDC to enroll my motorbike license. Cheebeehhhh!! my salary not yet in so everything that i plan was cancel! sedih la but what to do! just wait lor. Hopefully by tonight.

Tomorrow i bet its going to be a fucking hell fun of a day. Im going out with Her! ok la macam tak bercaye pon ada la! haha okok update you guys again! take care

the picture of the car i drove. fierce sia the guy mounting on the GPMG. (taken from the web)

lol

2009-07-26T17:39:00.002+08:00

Hi guys sry dindt update for quite sometimes. The weekend i spend is kinda bored. Eventhough its a chalet but i did expect more ppl to turn up but at last not hahaha!

its ok its already past. now i just wish to had a great week ahead and yeah hope i get my license soon!
and guys my ppd low! so sry and yea i dunno what to blog about so yeah take care and all the best!

all time

2009-07-20T20:13:00.001+08:00

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head

[Alex Gaskarth:]
Well I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home

Jeet kune do!

2009-07-16T21:43:00.002+08:00

1 day i will have a body like urs! hahaha

ok just telling you guys iwill be learning jeet kune do! art that i always wanting to learn! haha

Everything is okay:)

2009-07-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

This post will not always in this blog for you. This post is not asking you to come back to me, this post is all about you to understand that i have move on with mylife and everything is great for me now.(Y)
There's no need for you to leave me a message in front of my door.
There's no need for you to call my phone anymore and theres no need for you to appologize, just forget about it everything going so good now.
Sitting at home all alone typing out this post. Using the experince to tell a story.
My life now is getting better and better. Even what we are now i feel so good! After we broke up that was the starting of the fun!
And for me to watch out for those bastard who like to lure people gf. Not to make it happen again. But now im storng to stand on my own and push that bastard away.
But on this stage now we shld just slap ec other on the face(X)
But i doesnt say that you are at fault now. I realise i have my own mistakes as well. But to put urself in a position that ur not a fault thats not wrong.

Sitting here writting some songs. Writting about what we gone through but plz dont act!(perasaan)
Eventhough this is a new chapter, there are times i feel so confused.
Still missing you sometimes, but i think its not important coz im too scared of it now.

If you reading this post it shows that u still care for me eventhough we are not together anymore.
It shows that i still miss you eventhough we are not together.
I just wanna tell you that im okay and theres no need for you to worry. And with this i want you to have a mind set that will nvr give up! Choose the right way to say yes and no in life.

Cold wind

2009-07-12T12:12:00.003+08:00

I ask my girl, to take a walk
To take a walk, down orchard road.
Bypass Mandarin, to CentrePoint.
Where we had lunch at MacDonalds.
We had fillet and apple pie, we share a cup of lemon lime.
I held her hands, look into her eyes.
I asked her too, to be my future wife.

Hope

2009-07-05T18:50:00.000+08:00

I will always pray for your happiness in life.
Hopefully you find someone who will love you and be there for you.
So please let go of me with your own willingness, not because of hatred or being forced too.
I'll leave our memories with you, and go off with only hope in life.
Our love never had make it through, i bring only hope that i keep secret.
Eventhough im still afar from everything i still pray that you are happy inlife and never hate sadness.
Im backing off now, I also know that you would understand why im backing off.
Theres nothing more to say bout me sacrificing the love i once tame.
Its already written and i accept everything that hit me, its not what i asked too.
Now go and move on with sincerity in your life.
And only experience will fill in my empty dreams.

2009-06-14T19:00:00.004+08:00

So now thats how my saturday goes!

Goodbye love.

2009-06-09T18:47:00.002+08:00

Goodbye love.
Thank you so much love.
Its hard but i will face the challenge.
The hardest part of loving you have come, i got to face it whatever it takes right.

All the best for you.
Hopefully the 8months have teach you something.

Never will forget you or your everything.

If this is what best for both of us. I will do it with no regrets.

POP!

2009-06-08T19:03:00.004+08:00

Yeah done with bmt and now great! just wait to get posted!!
haha

ok this is what i did on my last saturday!!!

My immortal

2009-06-06T11:18:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
I can feel the raindrops slowly falling
You keep calling for you knight to save you.

These wounds won't seem to heal
ive been hurt by my mistakes
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
over time, pictures fade, i got proof that people change

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through over time, pictures fadeall of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Self-confidence

2009-05-30T00:34:00.002+08:00

Ns is doing great on myside! reality dont.

I made a mistake a big mistake and for sure i try to learn from it!
self-confidence, forgiving my self, trusting myself, getting my personal stuff up and ready is my main prioty. Getting what i lost that is Trust is my main priority too!

I just need to build my self to be better!
Dont ask me anything.

3 more days!

2009-04-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hello friends! haha im back again! to update!

just a short post..Wanna say that im going to the national service this friday and yeah no more online all that stuff! hhaha! and yeah gonna miss you guys! of course i will! so anything if miss me just msg me aite! hahaha
ok see you soon!

:(

2009-03-31T17:04:00.002+08:00

Hello friends, im here to update again bout mylife!
I dont know why i still feel the sadness and pain in me! when is this feeling going to get out from here! i need help really! i cant take it anymore longer. Its really hard for me and its hard to make people understand!

ok nvm thats life all about right? and yeah so this saturdays my band going to perform so im gonna concentrate about that. To all my friends do come and support us okay?! i hope you all will come down i promise u all its a memorable! Tmrw and friday got jam ses! and now i check my wallet i got dust only wah sedih sia!! no cash wth! hahhaha nvm la what to do. I try asking my mum for some hard cash. Nowadays i feel bored sia i dunno why. like its very boring in mylife! i got so much problem and i dunno who to turn to! usually (M) will be my pillar of strength, but now theres no one! its really a stressful situation for me. without (M) i feel like dying but really its no point to die if she dun care if i die too. I just like a walking dead. my soul have died but only my body is alive. I really need help and i better think fast! Damn its really hard huh?

tired.

2009-03-27T07:02:00.002+08:00

Hello there friends, just came back from tonning with the guys. Yeah so im half past sleepy right now! but still i cant sleep damn. So i guess right after this i gonna sleep for sure till i dunno wad tyme.

Just now tonning was fun with the guys. Kecoh here and there play with snail and all hahahha. I plan wanna go to Kuala Lumpur with them and still waiting for mum decision about it. I guess need to discuss bout it coz i told her kinda last minute. If can wah confirm gerek! Kene screen with cops hahaha. kekek! lol. And head home afterwards.

Later on going to novena. Meeting michelle^^ still cant wait to meet her. 6th monthsary today im really glad thou. I just hope this, shes not playing with me! ily<3

What a beautiful tragedy

2009-03-26T03:06:00.000+08:00

When i was so quite and mute it make lost of direction. Try to see and understand whats my love is all about, and put your heart here with me. I promise you that i wont hurt you no matter what. Eventhough ppl says there are more beautiful stars out there, only you that i really love. I have train you to spread your wings and fly high, so that you will be strong and will nvr fall. So be what you are made off and show me that how proud i can be. But now everything have change about you. Make me feel at fault, you kept quite that make my heart stop! Please say something my love. Please try to think and try to imagine, whatever you want i gave and do it for you. Again Think about it even with a million stars around you, i will only love you. And again please think about it, Whatever you ask me to do, i have do it for you! And now please say that you need me michelle? I love you with all my heart i cant bear to lose you!

Bust out loud!

2009-03-26T00:58:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AoIY97MzhY

go and see this video and concentrate the person behind him cibai scum siol!!
i kept laughing sial!

Elysia!

2009-03-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

WOOOOO, I bought this just now when i was online shopping. Now i cant wait for it to be shipped here!! cmon come to papa!

Honestly i feel abit better but still when i was wandering she will always be inside my mine. Its still hard, why cant she understand me? damn nvm la now just look forward. I will wait for her to come to me then. B you start this you end this. Thank you very much

Jack my what?

2009-03-25T02:12:00.001+08:00

Jack My Dick - lil duval

HAHAHA this song is totally gonna be in the top chart! haha

ok im bored and sad! so this song entertain me!

Support us if you guys can:)

2009-03-23T17:27:00.003+08:00

Hi guys, Ok so there you see that my band will be performing with Those great bands on the 4th of april. So yeah do come down and support us. My band will be selling the tickets at $4. so come and support us!

Song list- Dragon pie-Knights of the abyss
Koko massacre-Postmortem promises
Eternal Regret-Rose funeral
Bestify holocaust-beastial devotion
Feel my pain motherfuckers-Beastial devotion

p.s-Cant wait to see you this friday^^

dekdektak!

2009-03-20T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hello friends, ok im here to update bout what i did just now.
Ok 1stly i nvr went to friday prayer-_-(wake up late thats why) So wake up watch tv and mandi. LOL No life la me everyday do the same thing over and over again. So i bathe and when online as usual chatted with someone that i should chat to long time ago, hahaha okok cukup! then after i went out jamming(KEKEK) hahaha. After jamming i when to orchard to meet mum go makan, on the way there i saw siti and suziiee they were at scape area there shake hands and walk off. So meet mum she was bising petpotpetpot coz im late. Took bus to serangoon go makan at adams corner. Head home after wards! lol WHAT A FUN DAY

Horale!

2009-03-18T15:51:00.003+08:00

Hi guys once again im back. Ok let me update bout mylife once again. Yet yesterday was a boring afternoon for me till Mint message me, he ask me if wanna waste money!! lol thats is playing LIFE 4 DEAD with the guys. at 1st i was planning to save some cash. But since the rest of the guys wanna play so we decide to just go ahead with plan.
After the game we head to my lift lobby area, and play this slippers game hahaha kekek la siol! u guys should try it 1 day. HAHA. It consist of Sasa, Mint, Farizal, Fariz and me. Chibyee!! Mint slippers hit my head hahaha but nvm its a game. But at the end of the game Mint slippers was kick off from the 14 floor by zal(lipstick) hahaha. Kekek sia! Kesian mint! lol. So after that i went home and text baby. Shes sick, i hopefully by now shes okay. yet i love her! wooo.

Then now i dunno what is my plan for tonight! WOOO Tmrw hairi maybe coming and today Shakiman is going to the ICA building so i guess we lepak after wards uh!

ALL LIVERFOOLS POSER BUZZ OFF FROM MY TAGBOARD!! LOL!!! AHAHHAHAHAH

dUN TILL I ASK YOU KNOWLEDGE ABOUT MY RIVAL TEAM EVEN THOUGH ITS MY RIVAL I DO LEARN BOUT THEM HAHAHA. COZ MY UNCLE IS 1 OF THEIR FANS SO HE TEST ME EVERYTIME DAMN!

My saturday!

2009-03-15T10:28:00.007+08:00

Lets the picture do the talking

ily baby so much i realise how really a jerk i am

Edit!

2009-03-10T14:10:00.002+08:00

Ok i saw this shoe on Coogi website and i really want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh damn dream on la fahmi.

P.S Im a coogi fan!

bebebebebebebe

2009-03-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hello friends. Once again im back here try to be active again. Ok lets talk bout just now. Ok as usual woke up quite early again, the 1st thing i did was on the lappie and check baby profiles as she said shes going to update it so ya. Den chill at home and went out for jamming. Reach ignite at 5+ met haiqal and bought his shirt. After that we walk to beats merchant. Reach saw the sessionist guy salam him and waited for the rest. Once all ready we went up as usual theres always someone late and im the one who nvr been late is that great?? After that when to uob lepak and when home standard so thats how my day go. and tmry perform. ok bye nk chat

What is this?? Wheres my bigmac?

2009-03-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

Hello guys im here again. Im trying to be active as possible as i can here. Ok lets start well basically my day is just plain as for normal. Woke up arnd 7am coz of my auntie that just came from france is at my house so as for normal makcik2 bising pagi2-_-. so i woke up and cant sleep. She bought us breakfast but i dindt eat hahahha sedih pa!! lol So i when online and forcing syg out of bed to on9 oso at arnd 8+am hahahahah i torture her! lol soso we chatted till like 930 and she when off9. So again im a no life guy online. so boring you know baby if u not on9. so i decide to off and watch tv. Few minutes later i feel asleep and when inside the room. I ask my sis to wake me up at 4 coz im sleepy wad!! so i slept and heres the special part, my sis didnt wake me up but i woke up myself exactly at 4pm sharp and i dunno wad i dream bout i sunddenly shouted MICHELLE!! idk why hahah weird kan. See baby even when i asleep i think of you^^. So i mandi and get ready to go out. to meet baby and pick her up from work. I waited the clock to strike 8pm it feels like very long.

So i bussed down to novena waited for her, she got like overtime of 30mins. I swear she look super cute when she work! haha so after work train down to her place i send her and saw shafreak and his friends skating in the middle of the rain-_- nvr saw that before. and yeah chill at her house spend time watching TFC and time together. soon later her mum reach home. so i when home after that, was a long journey home! haha. reach home michelle called talked and put down. i really have fun just now with my baby! and now im hungry super hungry! ahaha and and and imy baby!! and im here for you no matter what! weewooweewoowee ok so thats all for now i update again soon.

nenineni poopoo

2009-01-04T19:20:00.001+08:00

hi kwnkwn,
im back again updating my blog.
im super bored right now.
well new year have already reach is 2009 now and few more months for me to be enlisted. sedih pe! hahaha tkpe chill uhk mac-beth.
so today i went out to a kerje khawin. go eat, the food is not so delicious la. boring tk sedap!
then after that go to makam habib noh(i guess thts the spelling) for some doa selamat my mum did i just follows and says some prayers. after that head home and get my ppd to up yeah!!^^. so happy thnx dad for buying me a ppd card lol! wooo!!

then the 1st think i did is msg my syg haha. i super d duper miss her la. idk why go ask my heart lol cant stop thinking of her even though i sleep with the teddy bear she gave me. i like wanna bring that teddy to camp if im inside already lol!! confirm gila! lol if can i bring mini michelle along with me to the army camp lol. then prank call her all that talk for awhile she sounds alil busy so i guess i ask her to call me later la coz i dunwan disturb her much lol!
okok then watch that star wars and now on the comp waiting for the pic that she uploaded. and yeah to michelle mahal na mahal na mahal kita lol.

ok adios si amigo lunes martes miyerkoles hueves biyernes sabado dominggo kpasa ese amigo grates!

Bestify halocaust!

2008-12-15T16:41:00.003+08:00

hi kwn kwn,
im back once again updating my blog.
yeah i just came back from my performance!(refer to pics above)
thnx fiqq for the photos. and yeah the gig was totaly wad i did not expected.
i tot its was only like chill type like only my circle of frewns came and no dancing all that. skali mak oi kimak full house sia!!! ppl all dancing around 2 stepping here and there! sing along with me! i was steaming siol!. ok chill haha but its was super awesome. espicially when ppl kene zang when my breakdown started to be not a breakdown! hahaha kecoh sia.jason, fahmi som and alot more wah da kene zang. jason kekek2. lol haha ok den after gig lepak tilld death. and ori gg to be recorded soon. maybe next month.

ok then last night when to meet sygku.
but before that got abit of family problem so need to settle things first.
after that i told my mum i gg out. so yeah w/o msging bby that im otw.
i just head off to marsling. quite a long journey all that stuff.
so yeah reached marsling walked to her block, decide to call her saying that i reach but you know wad i do i called her and zang her.

story goes like this i reach i called her then she picked up and yeah i said i cant make it all that stuff then ask her as for normal question talked bout 3 mins i guess. then i ask her eh u look out your window i heard somethink. so she did but wad she didnt know is that my hand is alrdy standby with the "Z" sign. haha she laugh her ass out! lol kecoh pe. after that standard kecoh here and there and i teach her malay. i hope you understand.
so after that i took trained and bussed home.
ok i update more if i have time.

sry!!

2008-08-04T20:27:00.001+08:00

I lazy to update uhk

no meaning in mylife

ok bye

):

2008-07-09T18:54:00.001+08:00

Ok here a short post

Love is somethink u cant play with i hope u realise that.
and dont do it anymore ok.
u go your way i go mine now.
from the start i know this will happen.

hey ho

2008-06-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yo guess whose back
back again
fahfa back
tell a friend
guess whose back
guess whose back
guess whose back
guess whose back
guess whose back
back
back
back

ok stop it
hahahaah, ok so i going to blog about what happen just now.
so yeah have a Real band meetiing just now.
it was fun since we get to know each other more.
haha so yeah talk about the song we want to play and when to jam haha ok so yeah plan all already.

so our band called Beastieal Devotion!
woo haha cool kan
consist of
.-Fahfa(vox)
.-Mimi(1st Guitarist)
.-Haiqal(2nd Guitarist)
.-Akir(Bassist)
.-Awie(kompang)a.k.a drummer

haha ok till here blog again wish us luck

Hello!!!

2008-06-24T03:48:00.003+08:00

Hi guys!!!

woo feel great to be back here again blog-ing!
Ok 1st of all i wanted to apoligise to all the people out there taht been stalking my blog once awhile to read what had happen to me.
So now im back for the time being to update my life and share with you people out there(:

So i will start with my life.
Its getting better each and everyday
im starting to get a new habbo i mean hobby lol[: thats is skating.
haha yeah im learning that! cool or what?
ok so basically im still single BUT not available lol!!
hahaha
okok thats was crap!
And yeah my band, we going on just fine(:
only that recently we just kick out our vox for some reason{sry fiqq}
and currently my band is searching for a 2nd guitarist still so we can jam asap.
haha
and yeah my friends and i a great u noe! haah we still meet up like we ussually do.
but i still miss certain ppl that i havent met for like decades. ppl like
.-sofee
.-sofie
.-nunu
.-lala
.-sofea
.-sheila
.-ajie
.-ricky
.-parker
.-mimi awie
.-fiqq
and many3 ppl.

Sry if i forgot to mention your name but i still miss u guys!
haah
uhk yes!
25 july kene check bird!
cos sooner or later im going to be a army boy yeah!!
i hope i get into army or police!
i want to hold a gun not an axe la!

So i just started working at SIA. help them cuci and sanding and paint stripping dier bontot!
i swear bcoz of that job that gave me sore throat!
and me me a bardot!{clown}
hahaa. but the pay is wow but tiring!
ok keje mana tk penat kan
ahaha.

ouh 1 more think recently i went to a gig and i get to shake hands with knightwings!
wooo. 1st time aku headbang!!
BANG BANG!
and saw some of my ex schoolmate that became satanist! lol

okok its a long post i noe from here you must be thinking when to end this shit right?
so i say right now!
ok bye
love you junkies!!

and ouh

I FUCKING HATE THAT SCUM BAG AT THE GIG!
CBDXSXS PASAL KAU AKU KENE TEDANG NGAN STEEL-TOE KAT LUTUT!
BUT YEAH NICE KICK TO THE HEAD MAN!!

FUCK YOU SCUM ASS!!
EMOSHITSXXZZXSXS

2008-05-23T14:02:00.003+08:00

Hi Guys
I noe u guys must be saying
Fahfa malas seh nk update blog hahaha
yea thats right.

So now here i am blogging again, currently im bored and TGIF.
woo like finally the weekends are here.
i really going to enjoy man.
btw parker performing today i guess im not sure if i can make it to his performance sry if i cant.
And tmrw still have no plans where to go.
maybe lepak with dunno who
hahahahahah

ok so today i guess going to TnT following M4R recording and yeah after that mayb go parker performance.
and yesterday was fun get to lepak with elly hahahahahah kecoh siak tu anak!

and yeah habbo kinda boring la ahah like want to quit oso have

and yeah i miss alot of my friends
like
.-fiqq
.-abg ef
.-awie
.-mimi
.-adik siti(:
.-sofie
.-sofea
.-sofie e-rina
.-anna
.-suraya
.-ajie

woo miss them alot hahaha

ehk tapi lucky tmrw is sat gg to be great day i hope.

so yeah tts all hope u guys enjoy.

and ohh almost forget my exam is on 4 june hahahahha
hope my appeal accepted(:

11 years!

2008-05-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO
wad'up G

Hi here i am blogging again yeah!
Ok so today woke up and str8 to the comp.
But the weird think is i on the comp, and went back to sleep lol.
so yeah on the comp.
1st think i went to is www.habbo.com.sg!
And from there i was wandering ehk, how come im not stayed log in?!?!
so i tot it was normal and i went log-in.
that part sort sia!!!!?!?!?!?
i found out i was BANNED FOR 11 FUCKINGS YEARS!!
Fuhh gerek pe room da lawa2 kene banned wth!

uhk nvm as i planned want to quit habbo this happen gerek la woii!
ahah and thnx ajie bby for appealing for me
coz he so addict to [S.G Airforce] already lol!

ok then petang like that around 6 i went out to pasir ris.
reach there meet fiqq and the rest then we head to macs since i want to eat sumthink, then to the beach and so and and fourth.
then around 8 like that we lepak at this void deck around central
then got this 4 ppl, 2 from pakistan 1 of them is a ustaz and 2 singaporean 1 of them is a translator.
so the give us a small preach about religion stuff.
ask we all to go back to the right path and not HAnyut!!lol
ok the tuan is so funny lol i wanted to laugh but tahan till bite my bibir!
REspect beb.!!

then from there we head to another void deck den we chitchat talk about
"How Sucks Girls Can Be"
yes thats the topic?!?!
woo ok den its already almost 11
so we head for the bustop and yeah sry yer awie lupe nk kasi belt haha
and i saw maya too.!!
P.s maya u still owe me a date!
haha and yeah she getting hotter! haha

ok den blog again phew wad a long post!
and tmrw started working soon

hello im back

2008-05-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hello guys
sorry for mia-ing from this blog for such a long time

latest update in life

-still single lol
-bored with life
-wanting a job
-quitting habbo
-online game is my drug
-life sucks always

ok thats the update
lol
im bored with life
and da tkde makne lagi la
haiyo
ok cool im out wont update for a long time

2008-04-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

Ok hi guys
im here to blog bout what happen today and what happen to mylife
ok lets start
i went online shopping just now and spend $150 lol
but i get great deals
bought hoodie and coogie cap
so went bugis search for bermuda collect my internet order and yeah now back home.
nutink much happen today coz i just went to school and sleep went reach home.
ok since if u thinking where i go get great deals at the internet

go to this website
scarkeelapparelz.multiply.com
they sell from woman till mans clothing line
all nice nice import straight from US
woo worth it sia
ahaa.

ok as u noe recently i and lala.....
i want u guys not to blog about her or wad la.
although u guys care bout me.
but lets think bout her feeling too.
shes a human too and she don need comment saying bad think bout her.
ok guys im so sry guys!
lala im sry too.
ok blog again soon.
))):

2008-04-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

Thnx maya for the wish but i guess its no use now
)):
i feel like crying this sec
why is this happening to me
what have i done to her?
hais..
i cant talk much
i feeling like want to aklmkfnva.
Yeah love hurts but sometimes its a good hurt huh?
btw this hurt is not good at all.

take care of yourself love.
im still here if u need me.
the felling will never fade away.
ok till here then

CONGRATS

2008-04-23T14:10:00.001+08:00

1ST THINK I WANT TO CONGRATULATE
MY DEAR FRIEND
FIQQOSCAR AND HIS LOVELY HUNNEH MAYA.
LAST LONG EHK KORG
I WAS SOCK TO HEAR THAT FIQQ IS ATTACHED
IM HAPPY FOR YOU FIQQ WOO
I LOVE BOTH OF YOU SO
FIQQ BE MY BITCH AND TAKE CARE OF MAYA
AND MAYA DO THE SAME THINK TO
YOU GUYS HAVE MY BLESSING FROM HEAD TO TOE
AMIN.

Biler aku nyer turn ehk??

Dont let me go

2008-04-21T20:36:00.002+08:00

Ok i was bored so i came up with this:

ehemehem

The most beautiful thinks is painted on your lips
And i never seen before a smile like that on you
Isit enough the love that i gave you?
Everythink is colourful that u promise me
Plz dun let me be alone
Plz dun let your heart be alone
Plz dun let me be here alone without anyone
Plz dont let go of your hand
Plz dont let everythink pass
Plz dont forget what your hearts says when the 1st time we meet
Plz dont let go
Its not easy for me to forget the thinks that we have pass through
And i always want to be with you
Plz dun let me be alone
Plz dun let your heart be alone
Plz dun let me be here alone without anyone
Plz dont let go of your hand
Plz dont let everythink pass
Plz dont forget what your hearts says when the 1st time we meet
I dont care whatever happen me and you must be together
And those dream that speaks that we still must be in love
Ouh plz dont let go plz

ok there you go i dunno what it called poem novel lol??
but it just came out from my mine about how my emotion deng woo
comment haha tagged ok

sorry

2008-04-20T21:17:00.002+08:00

sry every1 for not blogging for suchsuch a long time
I have alot of family problems nowadays
my brain is all stress-out
like shit shia haha
okok

ok so ytd as for usual head to marina and esp.
mcm tkde keje lain gitu ehk
hahaha
ok then when night fall i kinda have mood swing coz i keep thinking of that speacial someone when i look at the sky and glaze at the fullmoon):
i duno seh but when saw the moon start missing her.
so what i do?
reach my bag get my phone out and called her.
although my ppd is like few cents haha
but end up cant reach her i guess she still overseas.
yeah i hope u happy bby coz i need u badly):
okok then when 10 plus i walk off from asswipe and frewn and i head to lepak wif ragdoll and frewns.
so reach there talk2 play psp and the stupid farizal cousin allysia ehk??
i duno whats her name keep disturbing me playing psp sia wtf!
haha
ok then mlm taunt.
taunt meet sasa kat lavendar then frm there walk till cathay wah best shopping at 5 7 11 and 1 cheers hahaa.
ok best then look at moon talk2 with zul and jolk arnd with frewns sampai la pagi den after tat head home.
and the end(:

P.s where did u go are u still there?

picspics

2008-04-13T20:08:00.008+08:00

saturday

2008-04-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

Ok hello adik2 sekalian
hahaha

ok so i gonna blog about ytd woo.
ok so ytd went to bugis to celebrate sammy bday.
and we plan to meet at 4, so as for normal fahfa always reach early haha.
so wait for bday girl all till 1 hour 30 mins haha.

Meantime wan and ibrahim wanted to eat at kfc so i follow them uhk.
while i at kfc bby msg and told me that she saw sofie and rest
and i was like wtf!!!!!!!!!sdnfkaskj,
If i noe u were here i would not follow them seh haha
BBY IMY LA BOWDOW!!HAHA
ok so after the kfc we proceed to haji lane lol.
reach there only there all buat kecoh siol haahah.

make noise all haha and yeah fahfa is a good cameraman u noe.
after the haji lane we proceed to marina reach there hang around and saw rara and rest
so lepak with them few mins later mint and rest oso came.
so i decide to lepak with them since it was such a bore.
ahah sry.

and so after tt we decide to ton wooo overnight again yeah hhaha
so yeah decide to ton at dhouby ghaut.
reach onli talk bout shits hxc dance shuffle all haha.
the arnd 3 pplus decide to play cs haha
so yeah play cs all. then lepak at cathay ahah
i was sleeping from there on and yeah
i was looking at the half moon and i remembered what bby told me

LOOK AT THE MOON IF U MISS ME.
aww bby ilysm la haha!!
Okok tts all for ytd hahaah
blog again!

2nd time in fareast-_-

2008-04-10T00:34:00.002+08:00

hello adik2 sekalian(:

ok so lets blog about today
and i swear today was totally hunger all the way!!
alamak

ok so today went out with SAKIMAN LOL aka sasa.
yeah so went down to his house at 7
and so after tt he told me he had a planned^^
planned pe!!!
ahaha
he told me he wanna form a research team
to research about ghost place in singapore!
no we're not haunting for ghost we researching bout the place
like
:why the building cant be bring down
:why isit deserted
:what is the history all tat

yeah
im not so interested in researching BUT!
i intrested in finding GHOSSSSTTTT WOOOO!!
haha
ok stop the crap
continue....ok we reach town and then proceed to far east.
reach far east we survey for hoodie and New Era caps!!
wowowowowo.
then we saw bimo so ask him if he wanna tagged alng so yea since he finding cap too
haha yea he bought this very nice cap sial!!!
haha
cool pe!!
then i i i i i i saw this hoodie damm nice i want!!
but!
its $327.90!!!!!1
like wtf if i work 1 mnt all my salary will go to tat hoodie.

ok then he wanna eat at kfc so proceed i swear i was hungry tapi tahan jek!
lol okok then we walk from far east to plaza sing.
cool right haha kaki sakit
and i told sasa bout ytd tink tat i ask lala ^^
woo.
okok then we bussed home.

and now lucky my mom bought me some food so yeah finally i get to eat sometink yaw
and yea tmrw going to sentosa^^

&& bby if u reading im going to sentosa tau ok^^
ily^^

as high as a mountain as deep as the sea

2008-04-08T21:20:00.005+08:00

Hello babes and dudes!

ok here goes ytd i slept at 5 am yaw!! help wan tissue with sum problems on his comp
so happy now wan?? dapat main red alert2?
hahah

okok so at last i went out with bby today ^^ wooo
like finally yaw! happy and fun is the word to describe today^^

ok so here goes.
met bby at cck mrt station then we trained down to orchard woo^^
reach orchard and guess what?!
paiseh sia aku!!!
i cant go out coz i OVERSTAY???
WTF got such think meh?
ok so when to the control station and ask why they said i stay too long inside.
ok fine so they deduct 40 cents if not they deducting $2 but since i onli 61 cents inside my card :p
NICE TRY!

okay then after tt we plan to head to far east to jalan2
but it was raining so we need to walk a very long way since it raining and i lend bby my hoodie coz her shirt all wet uhk^^
reach fareast window shop, eat at Cahaya makan NASI KATIL??(RICE BED?)
haha funneh siol weird menu they have sia
but its said spicy bt trust me its not spicy at all
and where the Katil?
haha
i tot got Katil can sleep^^
hahaha
ok then bump into ashbean too.

after eating went to 2001
i swear i gonna get tat red macbeth snickers!
gosh so lawa siol!!
then after far east we head to hereen walk2 arnd for awhile then
i decided to sit arnd sum where since my leg is aching!

so we dicided to sit around scape but its all wet coz of the rain.
so we just sit at the stairs at Singapore power.
sit chit chat
and i BOOM some question to her^^
and we talk3 and yeah its alrdy 8 she need to reach home by 9
so yeah send bby to busstop.
and yeah hug and kisses and said goodbye.

so yeah now im home gonna chat with her so yeah blog again soon aye^^

2008-04-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

ok ytd went out as for normal
onli and finally i get to meet ange and maya.
wooo
hahaha
and now nutink to blog about so i blog when theres sumtinks new ok.
okok
shes on9 now got to chat3 woo!!

2008-04-03T18:51:00.002+08:00

hello yaw
ok so today nutink to blog about since i nvr went out

lol
ok i started to miss BP haha
and of coz u ^^
haha

btw its been 5mnth yaw 5 mnth quite a long time huh woots!
ahah
wish me luck ok guys wee

2008-04-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

hello love
ok so im not going to blog about ytd since tday was so fun(:
ok here how it goes.

today actually i going to have my 1st band jam.
but since some of them cant make it today so yea
hope we going to have our jamming soon aite guys.

ok so today wake up at 1 bath and everytink.
ok so before went out i tried calling ef but he off his hp so called ika la
and she told me tk jadi when after i went out of my hse phm?
okok den nvm, i dunwan to go home yet uhk so msg her all tt
ask her where she is all.
then she ajak lepak arnd clementi but i dunwan to la ika sry^^

So trained down to jurong west east??? i forget the station name^^
and then waited for her down there.
so yea quite long uhk wait..alemak se mamak.
ok then she reach onli gave her a hug and sat down again to think where to go.
so ahahha think....think.....think....
UHUHK!!!
we decided to head to chinese garden since we nvr went there b4 and its onli 1 stop ahead.

ok so train down again reach onli walk throught the chinese garden lepak2 all tat den its started raining all tt la so ok nvm.
so decided to head to jurong point ehk??
since i was hungry!!?!!!!!!
ahhaha
reach onli find a place to eat.
ok den head to BUKIT PANJANG
lepak arnd2 all den i headed home

anyway its a dun day after all yeehaaaaa
blog again tmrw

2008-04-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

ok hi piggys!
ok so today went out on a last minute plan yea woots.
when out to east coast juz now.

ok here goes when on9 juz, and okasha persuade me to go and lepak wif them
so yea i was bored to so i decide to follow.
reach eunos mrt 339
haha but still then they haven reach la.
den wait for them
after tat proceed to ecp.
reach there swim chat hxc dance hahah
many tink la we did.
i lazy to blog
coz 1 of my ear cannot hear anytink onli my left ear works so i lazy la ok
blog again tmrw about the full story.

andand juz now
and the i saw the starS!!

2008-03-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

IF A KINGDOM FALL ON MY FEET
MIGHT AS WELL I FALL WIF IT

2008-03-27T17:57:00.003+08:00

hello
ok i dunno wad to blog about.
but still i need to right?
haha
so yeah paul just came back from his holidays
hope he have fun.
so tmrw friday and its Ira bday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIECE!!!
ILY
SO I HOPE ALL UR DREAMS AND WISHES WILL COME TRUE OK(:
ANDAND LASTLONG WIF SAKIMAN OK!!HAHAHA

Ok so later on faiz coming to my house to modified his psp lol.
waiting for him mcm wait for wad sia lol hahah coz he meeting his gf.

cb sia all my frewn have gf!
fahfa bile nk ada ehk??!!
hahahaha
ok lame tkde org nk dier-_-
hahahah
best pe lol
hahahahah
ok so now im bored btw suziiee sakit!!
pity her la seh ahahah
get well soon aite u!
hopefully sat dpt jumpe kawan-kawan smua seh

and to ajie if u reading this mayb besok aku tk leh turon coz duit kene confiscated siol!
waduh and tmrw ira nyer bday lagi lagi waduh!!
haiyohaiyo lol
ok la sat teaching kiddo lagu untuk jam
finally ef,kiddo,zicco, zuee and i have form a band
wish us luck ehk!!
woots
ok bye che!

what did she says?

2008-03-26T18:26:00.002+08:00

ok so i modified my hair again
instead of ytd its like 60% red now its 60%black hahahah
cool per but no pics yaw hahah
and cant wait for sat yaw ahaha
mintak2 jgn mcm eggman siol ahahah

masok tingkap kelaur tingkap
polis datang kene tangkap!

grrr

2008-03-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

ok so i dyed my hair woots
bukan fashion tpi lepas kan geram jek hahahahah
i dye abit funny ada orange red and black hahahaha kecoh peh haahha
haven take alot of pics yet but ada la 1 or 2 haha
ok so tagged ahyer!

muke pepek dier nyer tepi so ignore jek

lets gazed at the star together again

2008-03-22T23:52:00.001+08:00

ohh girl yes you!
can i have you back?

geduushh

2008-03-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

hi pig(:
ok so today when out wif the kecoh-ess friends.
went out wif sofiya,suraya,anna and kiddo.
so reach cthall arnd 430(biase janji melayu)
den called sofie ask her where she is.
then walk to esplanade entrance.
on the way there i like feel feucking weird sia.
mcm i feel like u very ugly like that i dunno y hahahah.

so reach entrance, salam then proceed to carpark area.
when chilling there we saw groups of bang's~~
hahahahaha handsome sia 1 of them hahahahaha cehcehcehceh.
so sat there arnd 1 hours then we proceed to Payung.
when reach Payung, this stupid incident happen.
sofie and anna have made a funny video of themself.
and they found out that i watch the video, so i dunno if they angry or wad uhk.
they busted the try to take out my shoe, snatch my bag and tryin to ROGOL me busted hahahhaha.
wad i do???
RUN UHK cibai
fuck make me like 1 monkey ehk u guys hahahahah.
den chill at marina esplanade again den when cermin.
met the ragdol ep. sasa and mint.
then chill alll.
after tat when home
ok done(:

wad if

2008-03-18T16:10:00.000+08:00

wad if i say im going to rome bercaye tak!!?!?!?!?!
tagged!

tbdm

2008-03-18T00:56:00.003+08:00

hello shits!!
haha chill uhk woohoo
ok so today when to marina shiok siol hahaha
bergurau sende dengan sasakumon, paitukyam and elfie.
reach cityhall and met paitukyam, elfie and maman.
den proceed to peni survey guitar.
den maman off to work.
so the troop and i went to marina
buy food kat mac, den lepak kat stepping of shuffling lol.
wah best siol
like nobody oni bangla's
wah da mcm ada gig black dahlia murder hahaha
sat there like hours.
talk shit listen to music
den angkati kaki ku den proceed to bus stop.
angkat kaki arnd 11+ i guess
den reach bustop 12
fuhh lucky.

ok now penatin-katilin.
ok so i blog again tmrw eya

1234 high5

2008-03-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

so today tk jadi klaur wif frewns
but i went to the gig at scape*

uhk so meet sasa and mint and we bussed down to scape.
and so reach scape and salam salamin all the rakan rakan.
then after tt the gig started.
saw sukashi and her frewn oso uhk.
then paul chendol pulak msg master.
tanye gue pergi ke tk
den beberapa minut kemudian
saya msg suziiee since i heard the shes coming down.
so msg dier and she reply tt shes at home!!
wtf
uhk den ask her to come down la.
she reach arnd 8 plus i guess fetch her and wen to the pit!!

okok la semua org joget!!
and best aku baru nk masok kene tumbuk best!! hahaha
and yea
aku tk pergi malaysia la oi
wakenabeb!!
ahaha
till here then!
woots

zang

2008-03-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

sesiapa bercaye smlm ada di dlm racangan WAKENABEB!!!
HAHAHAH
IN ENGLISH U BEEN PUNK'ED!!

LOL

byebye cingciapore

2008-03-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

hello(:

ok guys im gg to malaysia alrdy bye guys!!!
gg to miss u all
be back i tink arnd next year?
im gg to fucking miss u all sia)):

and i noe sum of u will confirm not believe me):

and to u the reason i meet u just now not to fight or wad just to say goodbye ok(:
and i noe u will be happy!!
uhk yeah happy is the word!

okok standard sat klaur
haha!!
okok
felling abit sad uhk but wad to do??

hahaha...
okok
sry ehk guys migrating all of the sudden.
hais ok la see u next year...

mak nyer pe tepi ok

2008-03-13T23:58:00.003+08:00

today gerek
dapat lepek wif alot of friends yea!!
wooohooooo!!

and yea so i nvr go traning today seh ahaha fahfa jahat!
but instead when out wif frewns to marina and etc.
so plan to meet kat ct hall kul 430
tapi standard la semua janji melayu beb hahaha!

haha otw saw yaqin haha salam salaman den sit 1 corner!
so after awhile fye came
so stick wif him till night
so i have 2 new frewn
farna and adik nyer farihin or farahin sumtink like tt!!
farna molest me siol busted!!
hahah ok lame
kasi lovebite pon ehk busted!
hahaha ok lame!
ok den have fun kecoh2
went home at 1030
farna adik and i bussed home
so yea den i lost farna number siol!!!
lupe nk save sia!!):
sedih tk petkpe haha

okok till then blog again